the seph project
get me out get me out get me out get me out of here get me out get me out get me out get me out get me out get me out please get me out
the dream
i somehow fell into a dark room made of concrete as soon as i fell asleep
the room itself was empty and seemed simultaneously too big &too small
as if it was too small to walk around in
&too big to to see the walls clearly around me


it seemed as soon as i became accustomed to my surroundings
i saw a dark figure in the distance, but still in the room if that makes sense...
as i tried to focus my eyes on the figure
i felt it was staring at me, unblinking
i both saw &felt its eyes bore into me


i could not look away even though i really wanted to
it felt like the entity was trying to find a way to breach invisible walls around me
&i knew that these invisible walls were the only divide between me &it


it felt like it inched closer &closer for hours
&each second that passed i could not break eye contact with it
all at once it seemed to move toward me with extreme speed
&before it could reach me, or maybe it did...


i woke up.



i was exhausted &drenched in sweat, afraid to close my eyes again
afraid to even blink
i knew that whatever i saw that night, i would remember that feeling forever
&i have never forgotten that feeling my entire life



it wasn't the last time i would feel it either.
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h̶̗̦͖̟̳̰̲͈͙̖̤͎̰̍̾͊̌́̊̑͒̃͑̋͜͝e̸̢̡̧̗̺̗͎͍̬̺̖̦̫̙͔͔͓̣͗́̈́̃́̔̌̾̍̇̃͂̿͆͊͛̽̍̅́̎̑̃͆͘͜͜͠͝͝͝͝ļ̷̡͇͓̖̻͓̲̹̰͉̦̝͖̲̻̘̺̥̦̬͙̩̼̯̣̳̹̯̖͚̖̱̯͂̿̽̀̿̇̉̇̋̇̓̉̀̈́̌̌͂̈́̈́̐͋͗̅̏̈̔̍͘̕͜͝͝͝͠ͅͅp̷̡̣͍̗̮̽͌̄̉͠͝